Lemme start my spam essay now
Oh, its not that long though so yeah, not as bad

JULY

On the 1st. Everyone knows whats up!!! Yes. The 1st Beast Fanmeeting in Malaysia Tbh on the first place, I cant go to the FM because my parents didn't let me Yes, I was shit frustrated because all my B2uty friends bought the tickets earlier. VVIP, VIP yeah so I was really emo at that time. Until one day, my best friend from pre-uni calls me "I WON A PAIR OF FM TICKET! I want you to go with me!" Omfg. Believe me you can never imagine how eggcited and lucky I'm feeling

(see I even wears, YANG YOSEOB nametag LOL)

24th July. Was the MTV World Stage concert. Yes, as everyone knows, BEAST came too and I can't go. So there was no other feelings than sad, frustrated, angry and left out at that time Plus most my b2uty friends were totally at the front row, supa close to the stage Fml how I wish I can kick everyone's head at that time ^0^



AUGUST

I'm not sure when was the exact date I was admitted to the new university In short, degree study begins Oh btw, everyone knows I got an offer for government university in Johor which will start on September Then I went raging because I don't want to stay out from KL, yes I'm such a spoiled daughter My parents enroll me to International Medical University. Oh, ever since I entered IMU, I've gotten lotsa question like "Oh, you are studying med!" "You must be really smart" Ass no I'm not a nerd or genius either And I'm studying BS PSYCHOLOGY at the moment thank you /sarcasm included.


I'm happy with the new uni tbh But because it is a Medical uni, most of the students there are majoring in Medicine and Pharmacy My class only consists of 16students I guess. Yes, we are the ultimate minority and I get alot of "oh, you are from psych?? O____O" Yes with the eyes and look :| Oh, other than that, my uni is 80% chinese And the rest 20% Malays, Indians and foreigners. Fyi I'm not a racial person so I dont like people to be racial towards me either, especially I'm wearing hijab Oh, thank goodness my classmates aren't racial But sometimes we can see that they prefer to be with their same-race friends rather than me especially group studies, lunch, etc In my class, there was only 3 malays, me and another two girls but I'm the only one wearing hijab so yeah *___* Whatever, i'm living my own living happily still.
p/s: How am I gonna get a boyfriend like this ROFL JK



SEPTEMBER

Eid Fitri celebration~ Idk what to say LOL Oh but as usual, if I go back to my grannie house in Terengganu, I'll meet my cousin who is really into dancing just like me and my sister On last year's holiday we managed to learn the full SNSD Hoot dance and this time guess what SNSD The Boys Ohyeah

24th KOREAN MUSIC WAVE 2011 in Malaysia T________T Yes everybody knows I didnt go. So yeah. Nothing much to tell about the concert other than tears and the usual frustrated, angry, sad feelings But tbh it was a really meaningful day though FOR THE 1ST TIME IN MY LIFE, I WENT TO THE AIRPORT TO STALK THE IDOLS. EHEMM TO BE SPECIFIC FOR TEEN TOP SAKE I have never done so for Beast, so yeah LOL Ohmg you can never believe my feelings. heartbeat. pulse. sweat. tears. aaaaaggghhhhhhhhh!!! If I went to the concert, I can see Teen Top in the same stadium as me, but I cant HI them, or make them replies me back, so it was really awesome "being with" Teen Top at the airport

(Arrr u can see Niel and Ljoe's hand is waving at moi ;;)

1. I wore a weird purple tee for Teen Top official color. LMAO
2. I sucks at doing airport fancam. My fancam was totally like tsunami
3. I am shorter than all Teen Top boys ♡ NIEL LJOE
4. I was so close to Niel but I didnt touch him out of courtesy T___T
5. Ljoe listens to my crazy shout and tweet a selca? ROFL
6. We managed to give 2 lollipops hand-to-hand to Niel and Ricky
7. I never realised CAP was there /OTL
8. I found a fancam where you can totally see me clear crazy over them
[Ukiss] 9. Dongho breaks my heart he wont look at me no matter how many 73464252482464334times I called him
10. Kevin oppa was so cute and notices me LOL.

This will never ends if I'm gona tell every single things of my Teen Top moments ;~~~~;



OCTOBER

My birthday duh LOL Tbh I always come late for classes ie; 10-15mins but on that day I came more than 30mins late LMAO spoiled birthday girl. Nah. Not that awesome celebration like your imagination though But I have all my family members at home to surprise me when I get back home
It was October too when I started tweeting like crazy constantly and I tried to make new friends I wonder if I'm not in the angel fandom as crazy as this anymore, will we still be friends?

I GOT TEEN TOP ROMAN ALBUM AS MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT

15oct. My brother's Grad Day in University Teknologi Petronas You bet how proud I am to have a genius brother Then I'm thinking, will I graduate successfully too PLEASE T________T I dont want to lose to a guy LOL



NOVEMBER

Study breaks Exams. Hul.. Boring..


23rd. LJOE's birthday oh yeah I wonder why when L.Joe's birthday trending it didnt goes up the WTT but few days ago Onew birthday trending manage to get into WTT -.- Ljoe's ego has been crashed by twitter LOL But dont worry L.joe, you still have my small heart full of love for you /lmfaooo

26-29th. CHINA TRIP. You can never imagine my tired level LOL It was a meaningful holiday though Basically we went there for new house purposes. So yeah, my dad had fun /OTL. I had fun with the food Oh yeah, as you all know how much much much I eat per meal, in China i ate x10000 more per meal /fml. And!!!


That was the first time I wore my angel sneakers outside home hahahaha. It was supa cute. You bet I dont understand Chinese at all, more of the peoples walking around me was like "€>{%^#]|€><]>#|<" *fingers pointing* *smiling* *whispering* ROFL at this one shop, the workers approach me and "bla bla bla ke ai" I was "xie xie" LOL I only understand the [cute] word so yeah LOL. Oh yeah angel baby angel!!!

One thing in China, somehow they blocked Facebook, Youtube, Twitter? Ohh.. How suffer was me at that time because Teen Top was in Singapore and the updates are thousandsss T_____T Thank goodness KakaoTalk is not blocked too =.= and I have a crazy partner in crime reporting me some tips happening including mini spazzing over fan photos. I owe my live on you ROFL

(we doubleV sisters lmfao excpt im the faceV -.-)



DECEMBER

3rd. MNET Live in Malaysia T______T Cries an ocean €#%~]\><^¥{|>]<<%^~%><\>]35#$(^€ I LOVE f(x) SO F MUCH THEY ARE MY FAV GIRLGROUP T_____T Its a very rare chance to see them coming to Malaysia yet I did not go :'( I did not even went to the airport. Failureeeeeeeeee ;~~; More sad is when one of my fren who went to the airport said f(x) is arrogant Hul..

9th. The day when 1st semester exams result comes out Are you eggcited? I AM LOL. Actually I am that anxious because we have repeat exams for those who fails =.= Tbh the word "FAIL" "scared of exam results" were never in my dictionary Everyone knows I'm never scared of exams. Oh since this is a new uni with the new friends they were like "I have never seen such a chill relax person before exam starts" But yeah that's me I don't even bring books on exam days Then, tbh again my parents put a really high expectation on me. Because of my 4FLAT pre-uni result. I told ya it was just a luck I am not a genius T_______T So, my 1st semester results sucks balls tqvm ;__; Serves me right for tsunami tweeting while "studying" and even do trendings on exam nights when I'm supposed to sleep early LOL

Today is the 15th. There was nothing much happens lately. except than the jerk friend issue I burst out two days ago on twitter ♡ I just can't help to curse the shit outta you because you totally don't deserve to be my friend. I can't believe I actually thought you are one of my close friend. Tbh maybe I am the one having issue with my self and trust for others. Or I sucks as a friend. Whatever. Everyone sucks at something atleast though LOL. I really hope (you) won't call me your friend anymore. Or tagging bunch of people in a Facebook status update saying you miss them, when you actually just miss certain people, but out of courtesy and not to hurt some friends, you fake putting everyone shit names in too. Please. I don't want that tqvm.

Seriously, I really cherish the friends I have now, either in front of me or infront of computer/phone/ipad. You guys are always there for me, and I hope you will always be. When I say I loves a friend, I really means that ♡
So, feel proud to have my love ♡


1 DAY TO GO!! DUBAI!!

Lemme start my spam essay now
Oh, its not that long though so yeah, not as bad

JULY

On the 1st. Everyone knows whats up!!! Yes. The 1st Beast Fanmeeting in Malaysia Tbh on the first place, I cant go to the FM because my parents didn't let me Yes, I was shit frustrated because all my B2uty friends bought the tickets earlier. VVIP, VIP yeah so I was really emo at that time. Until one day, my best friend from pre-uni calls me "I WON A PAIR OF FM TICKET! I want you to go with me!" Omfg. Believe me you can never imagine how eggcited and lucky I'm feeling

(see I even wears, YANG YOSEOB nametag LOL)

24th July. Was the MTV World Stage concert. Yes, as everyone knows, BEAST came too and I can't go. So there was no other feelings than sad, frustrated, angry and left out at that time Plus most my b2uty friends were totally at the front row, supa close to the stage Fml how I wish I can kick everyone's head at that time ^0^



AUGUST

I'm not sure when was the exact date I was admitted to the new university In short, degree study begins Oh btw, everyone knows I got an offer for government university in Johor which will start on September Then I went raging because I don't want to stay out from KL, yes I'm such a spoiled daughter My parents enroll me to International Medical University. Oh, ever since I entered IMU, I've gotten lotsa question like "Oh, you are studying med!" "You must be really smart" Ass no I'm not a nerd or genius either And I'm studying BS PSYCHOLOGY at the moment thank you /sarcasm included.


I'm happy with the new uni tbh But because it is a Medical uni, most of the students there are majoring in Medicine and Pharmacy My class only consists of 16students I guess. Yes, we are the ultimate minority and I get alot of "oh, you are from psych?? O____O" Yes with the eyes and look :| Oh, other than that, my uni is 80% chinese And the rest 20% Malays, Indians and foreigners. Fyi I'm not a racial person so I dont like people to be racial towards me either, especially I'm wearing hijab Oh, thank goodness my classmates aren't racial But sometimes we can see that they prefer to be with their same-race friends rather than me especially group studies, lunch, etc In my class, there was only 3 malays, me and another two girls but I'm the only one wearing hijab so yeah *___* Whatever, i'm living my own living happily still.
p/s: How am I gonna get a boyfriend like this ROFL JK



SEPTEMBER

Eid Fitri celebration~ Idk what to say LOL Oh but as usual, if I go back to my grannie house in Terengganu, I'll meet my cousin who is really into dancing just like me and my sister On last year's holiday we managed to learn the full SNSD Hoot dance and this time guess what SNSD The Boys Ohyeah

24th KOREAN MUSIC WAVE 2011 in Malaysia T________T Yes everybody knows I didnt go. So yeah. Nothing much to tell about the concert other than tears and the usual frustrated, angry, sad feelings But tbh it was a really meaningful day though FOR THE 1ST TIME IN MY LIFE, I WENT TO THE AIRPORT TO STALK THE IDOLS. EHEMM TO BE SPECIFIC FOR TEEN TOP SAKE I have never done so for Beast, so yeah LOL Ohmg you can never believe my feelings. heartbeat. pulse. sweat. tears. aaaaaggghhhhhhhhh!!! If I went to the concert, I can see Teen Top in the same stadium as me, but I cant HI them, or make them replies me back, so it was really awesome "being with" Teen Top at the airport

(Arrr u can see Niel and Ljoe's hand is waving at moi ;;)

1. I wore a weird purple tee for Teen Top official color. LMAO
2. I sucks at doing airport fancam. My fancam was totally like tsunami
3. I am shorter than all Teen Top boys ♡ NIEL LJOE
4. I was so close to Niel but I didnt touch him out of courtesy T___T
5. Ljoe listens to my crazy shout and tweet a selca? ROFL
6. We managed to give 2 lollipops hand-to-hand to Niel and Ricky
7. I never realised CAP was there /OTL
8. I found a fancam where you can totally see me clear crazy over them
[Ukiss] 9. Dongho breaks my heart he wont look at me no matter how many 73464252482464334times I called him
10. Kevin oppa was so cute and notices me LOL.

This will never ends if I'm gona tell every single things of my Teen Top moments ;~~~~;



OCTOBER

My birthday duh LOL Tbh I always come late for classes ie; 10-15mins but on that day I came more than 30mins late LMAO spoiled birthday girl. Nah. Not that awesome celebration like your imagination though But I have all my family members at home to surprise me when I get back home
It was October too when I started tweeting like crazy constantly and I tried to make new friends I wonder if I'm not in the angel fandom as crazy as this anymore, will we still be friends?

I GOT TEEN TOP ROMAN ALBUM AS MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT

15oct. My brother's Grad Day in University Teknologi Petronas You bet how proud I am to have a genius brother Then I'm thinking, will I graduate successfully too PLEASE T________T I dont want to lose to a guy LOL



NOVEMBER

Study breaks Exams. Hul.. Boring..


23rd. LJOE's birthday oh yeah I wonder why when L.Joe's birthday trending it didnt goes up the WTT but few days ago Onew birthday trending manage to get into WTT -.- Ljoe's ego has been crashed by twitter LOL But dont worry L.joe, you still have my small heart full of love for you /lmfaooo

26-29th. CHINA TRIP. You can never imagine my tired level LOL It was a meaningful holiday though Basically we went there for new house purposes. So yeah, my dad had fun /OTL. I had fun with the food Oh yeah, as you all know how much much much I eat per meal, in China i ate x10000 more per meal /fml. And!!!


That was the first time I wore my angel sneakers outside home hahahaha. It was supa cute. You bet I dont understand Chinese at all, more of the peoples walking around me was like "€>{%^#]|€><]>#|<" *fingers pointing* *smiling* *whispering* ROFL at this one shop, the workers approach me and "bla bla bla ke ai" I was "xie xie" LOL I only understand the [cute] word so yeah LOL. Oh yeah angel baby angel!!!

One thing in China, somehow they blocked Facebook, Youtube, Twitter? Ohh.. How suffer was me at that time because Teen Top was in Singapore and the updates are thousandsss T_____T Thank goodness KakaoTalk is not blocked too =.= and I have a crazy partner in crime reporting me some tips happening including mini spazzing over fan photos. I owe my live on you ROFL

(we doubleV sisters lmfao excpt im the faceV -.-)



DECEMBER

3rd. MNET Live in Malaysia T______T Cries an ocean €#%~]\><^¥{|>]<<%^~%><\>]35#$(^€ I LOVE f(x) SO F MUCH THEY ARE MY FAV GIRLGROUP T_____T Its a very rare chance to see them coming to Malaysia yet I did not go :'( I did not even went to the airport. Failureeeeeeeeee ;~~; More sad is when one of my fren who went to the airport said f(x) is arrogant Hul..

9th. The day when 1st semester exams result comes out Are you eggcited? I AM LOL. Actually I am that anxious because we have repeat exams for those who fails =.= Tbh the word "FAIL" "scared of exam results" were never in my dictionary Everyone knows I'm never scared of exams. Oh since this is a new uni with the new friends they were like "I have never seen such a chill relax person before exam starts" But yeah that's me I don't even bring books on exam days Then, tbh again my parents put a really high expectation on me. Because of my 4FLAT pre-uni result. I told ya it was just a luck I am not a genius T_______T So, my 1st semester results sucks balls tqvm ;__; Serves me right for tsunami tweeting while "studying" and even do trendings on exam nights when I'm supposed to sleep early LOL

Today is the 15th. There was nothing much happens lately. except than the jerk friend issue I burst out two days ago on twitter ♡ I just can't help to curse the shit outta you because you totally don't deserve to be my friend. I can't believe I actually thought you are one of my close friend. Tbh maybe I am the one having issue with my self and trust for others. Or I sucks as a friend. Whatever. Everyone sucks at something atleast though LOL. I really hope (you) won't call me your friend anymore. Or tagging bunch of people in a Facebook status update saying you miss them, when you actually just miss certain people, but out of courtesy and not to hurt some friends, you fake putting everyone shit names in too. Please. I don't want that tqvm.

Seriously, I really cherish the friends I have now, either in front of me or infront of computer/phone/ipad. You guys are always there for me, and I hope you will always be. When I say I loves a friend, I really means that ♡
So, feel proud to have my love ♡


1 DAY TO GO!! DUBAI!!